“Dear Shakira,
You left me in the cold, said I would grow old out of you, and without us two, don’t act like you can’t hear me, don’t act like you don’t know how I feel inside about you, I’m sorry about all them words I said about you on the internet, you have left me, and left me to take showers cold and wet. Was it you in that one car I saw you in? Or was is just me going crazy? It doesn’t matter where I’m at now, but it’s because of you I’m sunny, baby girl. I’m sorry, so sorry. I apologize. May be some day we could meet eachother. I heard you were engaged. I hope he treats you right. I hope he loves you as much as me.
How can you cope with being so successful? I’m not even attracted to myself. That’s why I hit my mirror image. Why did God make you pretty? And me so ugly? This letter isn’t intended to hurt you, it’s intended to hurt me even more. It’s more along the lines of writing 20 letters that never got to you. I’m sorry if I hurt you. My mind always thinks of you. No one here. No one to give an ear. You don’t even inspire me anymore. You make me feel lonely. I have no one to hold on to and I say I love you. I’m not even sure.
I just don’t want the stunt double but I don’t know. This might end up like that eminem song with dido about you never responding to my letters. Eventually, I’ll kill myself, hang myself. Slit my self with a razor blade. This isn’t funny. This isn’t funny. I want to die. I want to die. Oh God, I I want to die. What should I learn? What should I do? I won’t love you if you won’t love me. Get out of my mind. Stay out.
- Darek body ian a hairy ek (indecipherable)….”
Darek was gleaming with joy and smiling large when he entered my office and handed my assistant the letter to read. He later said he would never kill himself.
Hopeless romantic in somatic the day is a nightmare but the dream is too real to ignore! Does he speak Spanish?